Wednesday, April 9, 2014
New Topic of Interest
I can sense it in the air from watching Ellen.
People with Asian genes don't do as much Caucasian things. I disagree with keeping those people from enjoying what progress has to offer and in the world and when you simply are allowed to partake of theirs. I may have accidentally done some bad things, but that's what's happening, anyway.
People with Asian genes don't do as much Caucasian things. I disagree with keeping those people from enjoying what progress has to offer and in the world and when you simply are allowed to partake of theirs. I may have accidentally done some bad things, but that's what's happening, anyway.
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Older Women
I have a lot of care for them. My dad is around their age. I wish I could visit people or something like that. Too bad not much is gone on online, yet. I was gonna just post pix of me in a wig, even though my hair seems to have grown back in.
I hate how people make fun of kids with older parents. They act like the younger 1s are for them.
I hate how people make fun of kids with older parents. They act like the younger 1s are for them.
Weird
I can't believe how much some people don't care @ me. I think I was framed. I'm used to being very respected until Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. Now, they wanna think I've been under watch since like 12.
Dreams
I remember I was at the roller blading rink surrealy in the New Orleans area where I used to live. There were weird like life and death things it felt. Someone was coming to take 1 of us to record with her, someone I knew upbeat and exciting. I kept positioning myself along the side. Someone exciting and mush with real read hair or wig, curly, came and I hid or something. Later I was on a bridge over it with some girls cozying. I felt set apart, otherwise.
Wah!
I wanna go up north so I can not have to m*********. I'm stuck at home with nothing to do at the moment. I wonder if I can walk and not be too tired.
Question
Why do I get the feeling someone just accepted people born @ 1996-1999 as the best and youngest? She denied little kids. What am I? Embarrassed at what kids feel good @?
Fake
I was thinking of a song in "Those Who Kill" .. "I am forgiven." People with Late Boom parents born @ 1960 think it's their duty to be spoiled brats, to be bad to others and not have to be good like it's too much. It's a plot by the parents!
Lost Dream
There was a little girl with soft light|blonde curls in her hair. I kept waking up like twice insistently, and she was like between my legs softly walking down an aisle at church. Musta been 4. I took a nap yesterday. Perhaps I will run across this post..
Prayers
for my mum and maybe dad.. I was upset and leaned on the table twice and kicked it some.
*flowers everyone!*
*flowers everyone!*
Upset
A sister of a girl in the social group passed away last time we had group when she came home.
1st, they said 2 things that were funny. They said, "Do you know what mass (church) is?" If you don't know where that's seated, then you're off like a coocoo bird. Then, "Do you know about funerals?" Now, in church, everyone says there's lots of funerals. The last 1 really did it. They said you can express your anger in the form of poetry. What's that, from others the story of my life?
1st, they said 2 things that were funny. They said, "Do you know what mass (church) is?" If you don't know where that's seated, then you're off like a coocoo bird. Then, "Do you know about funerals?" Now, in church, everyone says there's lots of funerals. The last 1 really did it. They said you can express your anger in the form of poetry. What's that, from others the story of my life?
Monday, April 7, 2014
Watch Out
A lady thought her Facebook was private.
OK, I'm back. I just threw up at least all of my dinner, I think, in a bag. My spine was hurting at the social group. I had to remove my bra. Think I need a bigger size. Also from not exercising. My spine. You know it feels better, tho. It hurts right under the cup.
OK, I'm back. I just threw up at least all of my dinner, I think, in a bag. My spine was hurting at the social group. I had to remove my bra. Think I need a bigger size. Also from not exercising. My spine. You know it feels better, tho. It hurts right under the cup.
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was cool to catch today. The Finn was really neat. She seemed smart and pretty. The dancing was neat. I wanna see what we're able to do with her show. Like, if you can submit yourself dancing to get in the audience. I hope I get thin soon skating.. It's important. I am walking the straight and narrow. I have to work, so I have to be in shape.
Ice Skating
Something interesting is I did the chicken dance and shook my butt while skating. Easy! Until it got too fast.
Disney
I think we were all repulsed by Ellen supporting people with a mom most are jealous of, though we love our own. I just saw it as an issue. It was like that kid was over and above us when in that case she should not have had anything to do with us.
Ice Skating
1st time I put my hand on the platform on the side. 2nd time I was walking out in center, taking breaks.
I got upset at the song choice. I hope I get over my anger an ignore stuff.
I got upset at the song choice. I hope I get over my anger an ignore stuff.
What Is There to Talk @
on my blog..fill it with posts on things like St. Augustine, Fla.
Oh my GOD the Spanish people there! They are so racistly on fire constantly. Keep me a good ways away from Hispanics and Jew clans with dark hair. For I am not accepted within a stinks away-
Oh my GOD the Spanish people there! They are so racistly on fire constantly. Keep me a good ways away from Hispanics and Jew clans with dark hair. For I am not accepted within a stinks away-
From Wherest Ye Hail??
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These are simply tourists in Northeast Florida..
I was looking back at my blog again. It's fun, but I need more.
These are simply tourists in Northeast Florida..
I was looking back at my blog again. It's fun, but I need more.
So..
Why is the 1 thing you wanna take away something like how I make myself attractive? Like, the way I hold myself. What I think and how I function. Some people say they are dysfunctional, in the late 1990s.
The Same Thing
Even if I were only ( ( F I V E ) ) years younger than Ellen "like Portia," I would not like for other people to be better both older and younger.
Waiting for Something Big
Teens with their generation of parents don't have much there, are just waiting for something to happen. They want to steal from others's happiness. I don't think it's @ fighting @ who your parents are.
Lovely
Well, I know Dani and Bella Thorne are best friends. I liked my cousin, but we have to know if we're just a cute brat who gets things others don't.
We don't know.
Well, we don't know where Bella Thorne's mom is from. We also don't know where Chloe Moretz's dad is from. The other parents are from the southern part of the hemisphere.
I have to tell you this.
I know someone will find it funny, today.
I was holding onto the side of the ice rink and that's when I fell - 1 shoe a bit too big, size 10.
Btw, not at all scary and didn't hurt at all, though someone watching in charge asked if I was okay. They were all so skinny and graceful, overall.
I was holding onto the side of the ice rink and that's when I fell - 1 shoe a bit too big, size 10.
Btw, not at all scary and didn't hurt at all, though someone watching in charge asked if I was okay. They were all so skinny and graceful, overall.
Something Bad Going Around Orlando
I'm not really @ m**********. I had this teacher who was not too tall but heavyset but not too too fat. She didn't seem to take it in stride. She just acted like she was flawed compared to others most of the time.. and it's not a pretty thing to do. If she was not in Orlando, she'd just be her, comf and cozy, not some deranged lunatic in the eyes of others in the terrain.
Question
If people in Orlando toss aside successful people back up north, whatever do they think of Europeans in Europe?
Weird
When people get upset for you saying you did something or you know what they are really trying to say. Just take any old thing and fling it around.
Age of Parents
I just think people are assuming my mom is older than my aunt, but she's not. And I have 2 aunts. What if my mom really isn't that old? She won't let me tell her age. That's sick. I think they were literally displacing my mom. I know that if I had my aunt as a mom that things would be much easier. Why is this such an obsession to you? I don't care @ L.A. They seem to not be like you say, though. I'm from Florida, anyway. It's tougher here.
What about my dad? He's older than my mom. He's born in 1950. Karen Carpenter was born in 1950, so what should I worry about? I like older ladies, but I don't want people to think they can rub in that they are better. Lots of people get attention I don't. It doesn't make me worse as a person. Bottom line, you are not better, you are not all this and that fru fru better than me. You're a spoiled brat if you say that!
What about my dad? He's older than my mom. He's born in 1950. Karen Carpenter was born in 1950, so what should I worry about? I like older ladies, but I don't want people to think they can rub in that they are better. Lots of people get attention I don't. It doesn't make me worse as a person. Bottom line, you are not better, you are not all this and that fru fru better than me. You're a spoiled brat if you say that!
Problem
You're not supposed to start a fight with someone you don't agree with.
I can see the world in color, too, without these young teens acting like little babies. That doesn't role outside'a L.A. Looks like you took it too far.
Wow, I know Ellen really cares @ this on the inside.
I can see the world in color, too, without these young teens acting like little babies. That doesn't role outside'a L.A. Looks like you took it too far.
Wow, I know Ellen really cares @ this on the inside.
Selfish
Do you find it selfish that they pretend that I can't think of Ellen as a mom just so that someone else feels it alone and I was there 1st as a buffer? I'm talking @ age. She's 28 years older. That's not bad, and it's not over the hill to have kids. I don't want this message in the end. I'm not taking any older person as my parent. My life was just fine, until you came along and said these things. It's too late, anyway, I coulda had kids a long time ago. Either way, I end up on top and a winner.
They're rubbing in someone 32 years older as being like Ellen to me, as far as age goes. Whatever does that even mean?? I'm not here to fight it back.
brb
They're rubbing in someone 32 years older as being like Ellen to me, as far as age goes. Whatever does that even mean?? I'm not here to fight it back.
brb
Dream
I was talking at length to something where I mighta made it, like in a factory. Something fell with like body parts growing on it. They were big round circles flowing in the factory, I think.
Sunday, April 6, 2014
Long IMDb Post
"Those Who Kill" starring Chloe Sevigny
I was disturbed watching this. It might have made me upset to take out the trash at home.
Jensen is still attractive as ever. I think Chloe wants to have kids. Why can't she find a dude? I haven't seen her with any girlfriends, yet. She's depressing. Everyone has made it 1st in their life to have kids in some facet of the imagination or world of thoughts. I thought that a kid is a kid and it is my responsibility to keep them satisfied and on target. I'm not well enough to have kids, myself, and I don't mind taking care of myself. I rather run a rampage here at home, ehe he he, not that anyone out there cares. I need to stop!
Anyway, yea, @ Chloe.. I said what I said. I myself am avoiding getting a boyfriend actively. I used to think that I just hadn't swam enough to find some fish in the sea. I think that like Late Boomers having kids at 40 that perhaps that would work out, waiting and seeing. I already posted for Late Boomers and Chloe Sevigny to have kids. I think we're supposed to be excited.. just started to try to weave together the disposition of Chloe as the center of attention as opposed to just thinking @ myself and other things. We need to make it feel like she is as special as I feel and that her having kids would proceed to the next step. It needs to be about her, baby will come.
About Chloe as Jensen, she seemed concerned, but I know it doesn't quite hit all the way when I think @ it. This is a very short TV show. I am afraid of her quitting hope on being all she is in this show and just messing around with another look in another. 1 that is .. well, it probably won't be a younger role, but we'll see. You see, if I had a baby, was someone who wanted a family at whatever certain time I would, I would be someone in the workplace, as well, and for me you have to use more emotion. I never thought it'd run out. I know @ feeling as opposed to reading, though. Like, too much work no feeling. Not sure it's true. It is more of a technical issue of her being confused about her kids. I think she likes older people but around younger people has to keep herself in check. It makes me feel bad, I am not that small and also maybe not that cute. I think 1 thing that would arouse someone is to talk @ other people and like you know why and all.. I think she really wants a baby. I would love to meet her someday. I think she has a care for other people in the world, for sure. People who are actors have the good life in many ways. I think she should wait though to find the right guy, maybe someone with white hair. She's not with anyone now I think. It will not work for her with a brunette thinking they are smart. That's not why. It's not @ someone who will have her dangling from strings for all eternity. It's @ someone who'll do it so everyone else can live their lives. You know what I mean, someone who just wants her for bad reasons, like wanting attention. I almost had a bf and I think it'd be fun to share? Maybe, light brown hair isn't enough for her. Imagine like a Russian boy.
So, this episode I covered my face. Did anyone else do something like this? I am creeped out @ that lady getting revenge though she is dead I guess. I don't know where they put her, in a safe? I feel that the actors are too jittery rather than .. well not totally .. but like need to realize the importance of what they are filming and otherwise perhaps aren't used to sorting their thoughts like I've done online.
I was disturbed watching this. It might have made me upset to take out the trash at home.
Jensen is still attractive as ever. I think Chloe wants to have kids. Why can't she find a dude? I haven't seen her with any girlfriends, yet. She's depressing. Everyone has made it 1st in their life to have kids in some facet of the imagination or world of thoughts. I thought that a kid is a kid and it is my responsibility to keep them satisfied and on target. I'm not well enough to have kids, myself, and I don't mind taking care of myself. I rather run a rampage here at home, ehe he he, not that anyone out there cares. I need to stop!
Anyway, yea, @ Chloe.. I said what I said. I myself am avoiding getting a boyfriend actively. I used to think that I just hadn't swam enough to find some fish in the sea. I think that like Late Boomers having kids at 40 that perhaps that would work out, waiting and seeing. I already posted for Late Boomers and Chloe Sevigny to have kids. I think we're supposed to be excited.. just started to try to weave together the disposition of Chloe as the center of attention as opposed to just thinking @ myself and other things. We need to make it feel like she is as special as I feel and that her having kids would proceed to the next step. It needs to be about her, baby will come.
About Chloe as Jensen, she seemed concerned, but I know it doesn't quite hit all the way when I think @ it. This is a very short TV show. I am afraid of her quitting hope on being all she is in this show and just messing around with another look in another. 1 that is .. well, it probably won't be a younger role, but we'll see. You see, if I had a baby, was someone who wanted a family at whatever certain time I would, I would be someone in the workplace, as well, and for me you have to use more emotion. I never thought it'd run out. I know @ feeling as opposed to reading, though. Like, too much work no feeling. Not sure it's true. It is more of a technical issue of her being confused about her kids. I think she likes older people but around younger people has to keep herself in check. It makes me feel bad, I am not that small and also maybe not that cute. I think 1 thing that would arouse someone is to talk @ other people and like you know why and all.. I think she really wants a baby. I would love to meet her someday. I think she has a care for other people in the world, for sure. People who are actors have the good life in many ways. I think she should wait though to find the right guy, maybe someone with white hair. She's not with anyone now I think. It will not work for her with a brunette thinking they are smart. That's not why. It's not @ someone who will have her dangling from strings for all eternity. It's @ someone who'll do it so everyone else can live their lives. You know what I mean, someone who just wants her for bad reasons, like wanting attention. I almost had a bf and I think it'd be fun to share? Maybe, light brown hair isn't enough for her. Imagine like a Russian boy.
So, this episode I covered my face. Did anyone else do something like this? I am creeped out @ that lady getting revenge though she is dead I guess. I don't know where they put her, in a safe? I feel that the actors are too jittery rather than .. well not totally .. but like need to realize the importance of what they are filming and otherwise perhaps aren't used to sorting their thoughts like I've done online.
How would you describe it?
Much more of a tendency to sound in head voice than a lotta chest voice. Europeans seem the opposite, the people in Europe.
My Voice
It used to be more unique. I hope I can get back the same voice.
I sorta found myself a more refined style, though.
I sorta found myself a more refined style, though.
What's Up?
I figured since I was in the New Orleans area and it's like more than my home.. maybe Ellen DeGeneres would be jealous or envious of me cuz I experienced a peak time of living there as far as being progressive yet holding onto old wives's tales.
I do admit to seeing Pennsylvania as a whisper of history, a hint of something, like maybe you think of England. I think it rivals the New Orleans area. They are the top 2 civilizations people deal with. New York is already on a stake. I don't feel it so much biologically as my dad is the only parent from there and the area, New York, Pennsylvania, and like New Hampshire and Main.. Virginia, West Virginia, Tennessee, Kentucky.
I keep seeig people from the Northeastern coast who cling or ban together and make me awful jealous. You know New Orleans is outta New England?
Then, there's Wisconsin, Michigan. I don't connect so much to the past with places like Wisconsin. I have relatives in Cleveland. I just don't know if it's through Pennsylvania.
What do you think of Ellen being a bit explosive about it, just saying.. About - I forget. I mean in general about where you're from. I mean being like a fire cracker. Like, usually, you'd say that someone has a fair shot. Something got into her. I think what she is supposed to be is from her mom New Orleanian and her dad intelligent being European from Europe. People with a dad from Europe are very caring and able to care. They are on top of what's important in life. They may not sense what will happen when they burn out. Her job is to be smart and caring. That's no fun, how else is it. You know, though, her dad supposedly isn't from ancient New Orleans, just her mom. I can't believe how different it seems it is today. I never meant any harm but thought I was in harm's way. I mean, I've already lived there. A lotta people wanna go there, but I mean I am from there. I lived there since 12 until 20. I cannot do so much Floridian stuff, but I remember "what it was." That's how I do it. If you like Florida, I mean, the people from up north are there, and I know you'd like some of them. True, they are dangerous. Miami is Latino mostly so may be a paved way. I think if the ancestry weren't so important in another place, you could say you have heritage there. Yup.
Though, I wonder what New Orleanians have to offer. There are lots of them and they are hospitable. Well, at least in Slidell. I am indeed 1 of many native and relocated Slidellians. It seems to depend on when you moved. It seems most people there are from somewhere else in the area. There are also some possibly from there. I just don't feel as comfortable saying where I'm from cuz it's so special I realized to others.. I do go out and when I saw them it was totally different. It was cuz I didn't live there as a kid. In Florida, it seemed like a melting pot, I guess. It seemed very big. People go there for the beach. That's why I wanna move, to see the beach, but I can live without. I respect people with heritage in New Orleans, but there are many bitter people there apparently who are upset they don't have relatives as far back. They are bitter to new people like me. I seem built in Jacksonville with my heart in Miami. But, I have a lot of features of Slidell. It's weird. Maybe, my brother is more from there in that way. It is a bit apparent and simplified. I wish that I could find any person at all to go to Jacksonville with, to make friends. It would be a nice weekend excursion. Imagine moving around where you live. I would like to get to go there myself. I dunno what the cause would be. Too bad I'm no traveling talent. In Slidell, I had a wish for that. I wanted to be a star talent like in Florida, in a way. I just didn't feel as accepted until I went to high school. I was also there in 7th and 8th grade at a Catholic school. Interesting time of life. I was into musical theater. I made friends with teachers.
I have a feeling a lotta people don't care, but it's interesting to me, then. I think there's something I should say but don't know what it is. I feel as special as Britney Spears. It was a thing for kids with older parents, so my life was not all that in every way. I wasn't a part of the Slidell culture until I came home from college in New Orleans. I felt like I was a part of the New Orleans culture more than Slidell.
I do admit to seeing Pennsylvania as a whisper of history, a hint of something, like maybe you think of England. I think it rivals the New Orleans area. They are the top 2 civilizations people deal with. New York is already on a stake. I don't feel it so much biologically as my dad is the only parent from there and the area, New York, Pennsylvania, and like New Hampshire and Main.. Virginia, West Virginia, Tennessee, Kentucky.
I keep seeig people from the Northeastern coast who cling or ban together and make me awful jealous. You know New Orleans is outta New England?
Then, there's Wisconsin, Michigan. I don't connect so much to the past with places like Wisconsin. I have relatives in Cleveland. I just don't know if it's through Pennsylvania.
What do you think of Ellen being a bit explosive about it, just saying.. About - I forget. I mean in general about where you're from. I mean being like a fire cracker. Like, usually, you'd say that someone has a fair shot. Something got into her. I think what she is supposed to be is from her mom New Orleanian and her dad intelligent being European from Europe. People with a dad from Europe are very caring and able to care. They are on top of what's important in life. They may not sense what will happen when they burn out. Her job is to be smart and caring. That's no fun, how else is it. You know, though, her dad supposedly isn't from ancient New Orleans, just her mom. I can't believe how different it seems it is today. I never meant any harm but thought I was in harm's way. I mean, I've already lived there. A lotta people wanna go there, but I mean I am from there. I lived there since 12 until 20. I cannot do so much Floridian stuff, but I remember "what it was." That's how I do it. If you like Florida, I mean, the people from up north are there, and I know you'd like some of them. True, they are dangerous. Miami is Latino mostly so may be a paved way. I think if the ancestry weren't so important in another place, you could say you have heritage there. Yup.
Though, I wonder what New Orleanians have to offer. There are lots of them and they are hospitable. Well, at least in Slidell. I am indeed 1 of many native and relocated Slidellians. It seems to depend on when you moved. It seems most people there are from somewhere else in the area. There are also some possibly from there. I just don't feel as comfortable saying where I'm from cuz it's so special I realized to others.. I do go out and when I saw them it was totally different. It was cuz I didn't live there as a kid. In Florida, it seemed like a melting pot, I guess. It seemed very big. People go there for the beach. That's why I wanna move, to see the beach, but I can live without. I respect people with heritage in New Orleans, but there are many bitter people there apparently who are upset they don't have relatives as far back. They are bitter to new people like me. I seem built in Jacksonville with my heart in Miami. But, I have a lot of features of Slidell. It's weird. Maybe, my brother is more from there in that way. It is a bit apparent and simplified. I wish that I could find any person at all to go to Jacksonville with, to make friends. It would be a nice weekend excursion. Imagine moving around where you live. I would like to get to go there myself. I dunno what the cause would be. Too bad I'm no traveling talent. In Slidell, I had a wish for that. I wanted to be a star talent like in Florida, in a way. I just didn't feel as accepted until I went to high school. I was also there in 7th and 8th grade at a Catholic school. Interesting time of life. I was into musical theater. I made friends with teachers.
I have a feeling a lotta people don't care, but it's interesting to me, then. I think there's something I should say but don't know what it is. I feel as special as Britney Spears. It was a thing for kids with older parents, so my life was not all that in every way. I wasn't a part of the Slidell culture until I came home from college in New Orleans. I felt like I was a part of the New Orleans culture more than Slidell.
The Popular Example
A child star doesn't have to put up with Tim?! They can live in peace in private?
It's not so much I flat out hate the experiment altogether, but it's a tool to do wrong.
It's not so much I flat out hate the experiment altogether, but it's a tool to do wrong.
What'd you expect?
What's the matter with Ellen DeGeneres?
She combines her protecting of her Southern heritage with punishing us, like it's okay to toy with. Up north ain't bad, too.
She combines her protecting of her Southern heritage with punishing us, like it's okay to toy with. Up north ain't bad, too.
St. Augustine, Fla.
link
Look at these girls in the nation's oldest continuing city, 2nd discovered, 1565? They are Spanish. Saint Augustine, the city, is Spanish. It still looks that way! It holds great mystery. It's not as fancy as you'd think but much more quaint than ever expected. What a gem, what a jewel.
Look at these girls in the nation's oldest continuing city, 2nd discovered, 1565? They are Spanish. Saint Augustine, the city, is Spanish. It still looks that way! It holds great mystery. It's not as fancy as you'd think but much more quaint than ever expected. What a gem, what a jewel.
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